musings

I swear that if my blog is made of metal, it would have rusted along ago.
well blame it on my laziness and lack of time.
it seems that overall, this year, time is a more precious element that i have taken for granted in the past. well to start with, time seems to pass by like a flash of lightning.
after having a fun time during the 1st 3 months, i had to face reality that the mid year exam is in 6 months time. and before i can actually recover from the setback of the mid year exam, another calamity looms and that will be the end of year exam which will be in another 3 months time. strange that for everthing the big event seems to happen 'in 3 months time' coupled with many small but very important exams along that '3 months period' i am surprised i didn't crumble at all. well i guess next year will be worse and i am trying to brace myself for the unescapable desctruction and that will be....THE A LEVELS! haha, i noe i sound dramatic but then i really do feel that way. though i am having a suppossed holiday, but in real fact i still feel that i am leading a normal school life except it does feel much freer and more relaxed. for starters i just had chinese a exams and to top it off, i still need to think about pw and the upcoming op. sigh, even after that i think all jc students try to keep their holidays busy. well mine will be taken up by an attachment i had signed up for.
it just feel so different than when i was in primarey or secondary school in which i really had a holiday where i don't think about exams and homework though i have one. and there is no urgency to keep the holiday busy. well i guess as time goes by responsibility also increases and there won't be much relaxing time anymore. to make matters worse, suddenly my body seems to like to sleep a lot when there's so many things to do. in the end i seem to be doing things with a detached mind as i struggled to keep my eyes open. sigh.
but one thing is for sure. this year i learn more about coping with stress.