Sigh....................

Finally, i got around to have enough time to write. Hehe.....I'm actually kinda happy as......prelims is OVER. But then, i noe i still need to study. Even my frenz started studying again for the oz. Sigh, well that's life. Actually neither am i lookin forward for prelims to end nor am i lookin forward for it to stretch till i dunno when. Well it sounds contradicting but yes i hate exams but if the prelims are over, it means that in a short period of time i'll be seeing it again. With the red crosses, abusive words, and marks of course. The faster the papers are back, the faster your future is set as if u dun get good grades, u'll need to study like hell and u have also confirmed the fact that your dream of getting into a good jc for the first three months have flown off. Therefore, i am only happy that i need not be stressed by having to study for a while since prelims have ended but at the same time, i'm dejected as my doom will come soon. oh yeah, u can have tis mentality that who cares or well have fun first before you meet your doom etc. But when the time really comes and you sat staring at the paper and the paper staring back at you, i think that you will not have the same thoughts anymore. Unless you've done well off course. Well... i noe i shouldn't think so much as it's still far away but actually it is only in a week's time. Plus the school is resuming lessons, so tell me how i can have time to have fun. Sigh... too bad then, life still has to go on i guess. Let's just hope that in the bleakness of my future and life, there'll be a silver lining of hope.